Hey all of you.. lol

Im in a much better mood now. I beleve things are starting to get normal in my life. Thank God!!! Now every time i see Adam its so Great becuz we never really got to see each other and when i do .. its way better! Well i got paid today and it was 199$.. that is really good for me. LoL.. seeing how im tryen to save a lot of my money!

I work good next week too. I work tomorrow, saturday, monday, tuesday, friday. Im trien to find someone to work for me friday though becuz that is the jamboree and i really wanted to go to that with adam! But if i can't go it won't be the end of the world becuz i get off at 9 and me n adam can just go do something after that. But i do get to see adam a lot more this week becuz he only works one day and that it tomorrow!

Gosh im so happy that everything is back the way i like it or back the way i would prefer it to be! lol..

Well i have been staying in my lil house next to my parents house and i really like it. Becuz i don't have to go to bed when they say or anything like that. Gives me some "freedom" .. lol. But like i can take a shower at like 1:00 in tha morning and no one would know.. even though i really don't do that. The other day when i came home from work it was raining a lil bit at work and when i got home the lights went out. And i really hate when they do becuz it gets hot and when you have house full of girls.. things don't go very well.. And plus my annoying brother was home and all he wanted to do was eat. So i tried to go to my house and i found out that my door was locked and i have no clue who did it. Cuz i surely didn't lock it becuz i don't have a key to the house yet.. So i couldn't get in so i was stuck in my Super 1 uniform for a while. But then i went and saw adam at work so it got a lil better... I for got what the point was about this story.. Oh well...

I finally get to go to church with adam sunday! i haven't been able to go becuz i have been working every sunday! But not this sunday!

This week my friends are going off to college and I would have went tomorrow with sarah becuz she is leaving for monroe but i can't becuz of corse i have to work till 1030! But oh well i will call her.. lol.. And then Justin is soposed to be leaving soon too! We will all hopefully keep in touch with each other.

Well i can't really think of much else to say..But  i will talk more latur on.. Love you all!

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this is what im feeling now ^^

As we grow older, things must change,
but they don't always have to end.
Even though it is different now,
you will always be my friend.

 Thanks Sarah for that quote^^

&& just remember, when life knocks you
down on your knees... you're in the perfect position to pray<3

From Cammie's Xanga^^

Life is changing to much for me right now. Things are going crazy and i don't know if i can handle all of it right now either. It seems like nothing is going my way .n. i know that seems selfish but its nice to know something is happening.. like you want it! Feels like every thing is just going down hill. All of this is making pray a lot more .n. making realize things i need to change. I guess im just not real big on changes.

This coming Monday all my friends.. but one ..are leaving to go to college. Which really sucks cuz if i really need someone to talk to ..they will be gone. And adam has started school too and thats another thing i have to get use to. I hate all of this.. Im use to being w/ adam 24/7 .. I guess we shouldn't have been together that much during the summer then it wouldn't feel like that when we aren't together! We mosly just talk on the phone and that is not enough. During this week .. me n a couple of friends are soposed to be getting together since everyone is leaving. Im going to miss everyone.

I think i just have to much time on my hands to think about all of this stuff.. i just need to find something to do during the day before work instead of thinking of how i want things to be.

Sorry about the "depressing" update but thats how i have been feeling lately. It sucks i can't see adam a lot any more.. and its killing me.

I need to go get ready.. my sister will be here 'round 9 to pick me up! That might get my mind off of a lot of things!

I love you adam very much!!!

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:: Hey GuYs ::

...Like the new layout i got ..??

Yeah its about time for an update i guess! _hehe_ I think thats the most comments i have gotten ever.. 22.. Thanks Yaw! ..lol..

Not much has been going on lately..Just been getting ready for college and its making me sick! I have no idea what im going to do about this whole thing. I do not have enough money to go.. my mom wants to take out loans and stuff. But i really don't want to do that becuz I am going to be the one paying them back! So im going to talk to my parents about the whole thing.. and i need to hurry becuz we start skewl in 2 weeks! As for everyone else they start skewl in one week .n. im kinda sad becuz thats when adam has to go and i don't know what im going to do for a whole week by my self. i told my mom that me n her can hang out!!

Well i have been going out w/ my friends more often now. Im glad becuz we are not going to be seeing each other a lot during skewl!!  Im going to miss everyone and i miss being in high school! lol.. everything was so much easier! You had someone remind you about everything coming up! But oh well i guess i gotta grow up some day!

Well now im outa the house.. well kinda.. i live next door to my house now! But it gives me a lot more privacy then i use to have! I don't share a room w/ my sister any more! Thank God.. even tho i am going to miss the talks we use to have untill early in the morning.. But no more taking my stuff! .yay.

My and adam are doing GreAt.. we just don't wanna start skewl becuz every thing was going so smoothly this summer! We spent every day together! It was great! He's going to be taking some hard classes this year so we might not be able to see each other as much this year becuz we both will be studying and stuff like that.. I don't know.. we'll see how that goes!

A couple of us went canoeing maybe a week ago.. and me and adam decided (<crap i don't know how to spell that) not to put on sun screen. And i was like no im not puting any on becuz i want to tan! Well when all of it was done me and adam were burnt really bad.. lol.. i felt really stupid! Adam had lil blisters on his back too.. and im still peeling and it makes me look like i have something wrong w/ me..

LoL.. well thats perty much what has been going on lately and now i have to go becuz me and adam are going to bring his mom to his maw maw's and then we're going to work around 3.. yay.. Not really.. Im starting to not like going to work! I'd rather just stay home!

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Yay! I put some pictures on here.. The pictures are from the last day of skewl, senior trip, graduation n a lot more stuff!!!

Gosh i haven't updated in like for ever.. well a ReAl update. But i am now!  Well not much has been going on. I have been going shopping w/ adam a good bit. And i think tomorrow we're going to Aeropostale becuz we got 30% coupons.. LoL! And it ends this weekend. So yeah.. And we just got paid today.. so thats good.. i was waiting on today.. Well now that we're outa skewl its kinda weird for me. I hate not knowing what im going to do for the rest of my life... But i'll figure it out.

I have been spending a lot of time w/ adam of course.. and i think other people are getting agervated w/ me not being able to go out w/ them! (justin) And im sorry about that. i have already explained to you why i haven't been able to. But i'm going to try n make time becuz i do not not.. (i think that makes since) wanna see all of yaw before we have to go back to our seperate schools.. Even Allysa .. she needs to come w/ us too!

We hired a couple more people at Super 1.. Andy.. (yay) and this girl from Adam's skewl and Krista from Buckeye, and Matt. Right now Super 1 is remodeling and its so unorganized.. I can't wait till its all back to normal!

Now im just waiting on adam to get off of work.. which isn't really soon.. He gets off at 830! While i was waiting i thought i would update everything.. !

Yeah i worked hard on getting those pictures on here.. it took me forever .. i kept hitting wrong buttons and everthing.. and it would delete them! But oh well hope yaw enjoy them!

-adam.. im sorry about our lil argument last night.. i see that it really got to you by your xanga entry! But its okay now.. We always get over that kinda stuff. I love so much.. and i liked what your friend put about your entry.. it is very true! <333

i love you.

Hey! 

Im going to be putting pictures on here n a few days from the last day of skewl.. and my FL trip!!!  :)

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